So tomorrow is my first day back at school after around 5 years or near about. The reason that I've not been in school is because of my OCD and anxiety but I won't bore you all to death with the details. Today it sort of sunk in that I was returning for my 6th year of high school, the last year I could possibly get any more qualifications with my friends around me for support. I went shopping today with my best friend and got the rest of the school stuff I needed (pens, binder, bag, return trousers ect) and I seriously wanted to hide in one of the dressing rooms and make sure that people wouldn't find me. I really do not know why school makes me so nervous even if it is just for an hour a day and for a class I really enjoy. Wish me luck bloggers? meh!
Aww I can appreciate how difficult this must feel to you especially after so long! - I was out of school for a year due to depression and anxiety about going to school.
ReplyDeleteI started going back the same way you are and I'm glad I did I'm now in uni ^.^
Good luck hunni just remember that you'll have all your friends around that will make it so much better =]
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What subject are you studying? Best of luck for tomorrow; i'm sure it'll be well worth it in the end :) xx
ReplyDelete@ Scarlet - I'm taking English (:
ReplyDeleteTomorrow (or today)? We're on half term this week ;)
ReplyDeleteI never went to school (home educated) but I started college 2 years ago and fitted in just fine... kinda!
I wish you luck on your first day back :)
Aww don't be nervous ! It will be just fine !! :) Think positive things and don't stress over stupid small things ! I'm sending so much luck for you through the magical worldwideweb ;)
ReplyDeleteim sorry that you get nervous around ppl @ school. so do i.. its really hard for me to be around so many ppl. especially when it seems they're all judging you. but i hope you had an okay time there, and no one was mean or nosy. i have depression, ADD, and juvenile rheumetoid arthritis. ppl make fun of me for that all the time.. and other things. so i know where you're comin from girl :)
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